It took 24 hours but the whole Jodi situation has caught up with me and I'm not coping well now. Being left alone with my thoughts when I have nothing else to think about is killing me.
I think it's time to restart therapy as I'm not strong enough to fight this on my own. I am more damaged than I care to admit and for my generally calm exterior most of the time, I'm constantly fighting an internal war. I fear for my sanity, what remains of it anyway.
I always thought I was the strong one in friendships, but it turns out that I was always the one who needed the other person.
I need help!
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